I am at a loss at to what to do now. How do I help H through his grief? How do we start to rebuild our M?
How do I deal with my anxiety that they will start up all over again? I emailed H this morning, asked how he was, he responded he was "ok", and about needing tacos for a going away lunch for his co-worker tomorrow, when I responded I said I wished I could hug him, he just responded with the # of people. that seems so cold, maybe he's just busy or preoccupied, but I'm so afraid they will get back together. Things just feel so tenuous right now.
H didnt want to ml this weekend, so I just backed off, reminding myself to be his friend. How long does this last? is this "normal"????Help!??!
