I want to tell you that you have been an inspiration for me. I don't think I posted to you, but I always read your threads. They seemed so similar to what I was going through.
I just reread the last few pages of this thread. There has been some great advice, eye openers printed here. What awesome people to share their thoughts and encouragement.
When you can't make a decision because you are torn between your heart and your head, listen to the half with the brain.