Hi Slowly, Sorry to hear that you are not feeling so well today. I know that you are busy this weekend, but is it possible to carve out some time for yourself even if it is just 45 min. to have some spa time/do your nails/write or whatever and just be with yourself?
Something you said a few days ago struck a chord w/me. It's the wanting our H to "give" us more than they seem to be capable of. I agree w/Sage that NG is just dealing with things in a diff way than you want to or want him to. But, that doesn't mean that it is wrong. He obviously cares for you and does hurt over what has happened. Sometimes it's hard for us to see these things b/c they are not SAYING them.
I can see how you want for him to be a support for you, but feel like he isn't all the time. I understand his point to not want to rehash, but I also see yours to talk about it. What can you do to take care of your own needs and not have to rely on him so much?
Those goals for the end of Sept. are great. How can you break them down into week by week or day by day goals?
What can you do to ditch the memories? I know they are very prevalent and that you are trying to distract yourself, but by thinking of them, you are only hurting yourself. What has helped you in the past? You have spoken about moving on and feeling better about your M. What was diff in those times than now?
