I'm now sitting here remembering all the lies, that NG just wants to brush off 'as all related to the same thing, so it is just one lie' From nowhere I'll get a trigger and off into the deep end it is - the pain comes rolling in waves. I know not to react to it, just come here and vent, read up on other threads to take my mind off things.
Of course, what I'd prefer to do is have it out with NG. But, he is not ready, and certainly not willing yet, to deal with my issues. I wonder if he will ever be?
From nowhere I'll get a trigger and off into the deep end it is - the pain comes rolling in waves. I know not to react to it, just come here and vent, read up on other threads to take my mind off things.
Slowly 
