Hi Sage - You know, I was thinking this morning that some of the ole crazy-making-control-freak is trying to re-surface. I am running late on a couple of projects, and the anxiety is spilling over to other things. Plus the sadness over the passing on of a friend. I can totally relate to what you are saying, tho. Part of the pressure IS coming from 'why am I not feeling better' tension
And then the almost anti-climax after the letter NG wrote to OW. Nothing else has happened. No apology, no chats about how he is feeling, no asking me how I'm coping. Just pretending that the A never happened. I'm really not happy with this. I have a lot more questions, and feel NG would just prefer they are never asked. Not sure how to tackle this one. Feeling out of sorts, and honestly, it is a combination of things.
It may be time to go back to the very begining and make myself so small again, my expectations are almost zero. Ugh.
