Hi T2~ This thread and your above comments also struck a cord with me. I too, am here in and out.
You bring up some very good thought provoking comments. (as always )
Here is why my life IS better... I have realized just how selfish I can be. I have develped the patience to REALLY work for what I want... for me. I now GET IT; that I, yes I, am responsible for my own happiness...