Is there someone that can help me here

[AMiTHEOW]

Hi Sinjin,

Thank you for stepping in. I have seen you around the boards. You said:

I am not saying that the above will get your H back, you might not end up together anyway. You will however be happier, and you will have a shot at your H.

That REALLY hurt to hear you say we probably won't end up together anyway. Can you really gather that from my story that quickly. Did you read our latest development as to him having stayed with me for the last five days. As of now it is supposed to be over with OW, I don't know. He did show me msgs from her where she is asking for another cahnce and she misses him. (as if poss that she hasn't been with him in a while) I am not coming down on you for your response, I am REALLY wondering if you could see something that I don't see by making such a stong judgement call.

By the way I have decided NOT to get on antidepressants, partially because I have such a HUGE fear of taking pills. Also, because I am afraid of what the side-effects may do to me. So for now, I am just going to try to handle it drug free. Thank you for asking.