You are right, I'm completely taking his smoking personally.
He has been wonderful in many ways.
He's taken over the grocery shopping. He's been understanding...although sad at my no longer playing everquest...a huge love tank filler for him. He's been understanding and compassionate at my day to day not feeling well and being no fun.
Looking at it from his point of view, I've been demanding, no fun to be with, and am now trying to make him quit smoking.
He probably feels as fatiqued, depressed, and scared, and lonely as I do.
And I remember Dr. Laura saying that, I used to love listening to her.
He's a good man and a good husband.
What I really want is to be able to have him hold me while I have a good cry.
