Quote: If all expectation of any form had been absent, what kind of day would it have been?
As I told my son, it would have just been a kinda crappy day.
Quote: Could it be that the reason your situation is not improving is because you don't want it to?
I can't think of any reason why I wouldn't want my situation to improve. Not only do I want to have a better, happier, more sexier marriage, I want my kids to be happy when they're at my house, and I want to be around to watch DD3 grow up.
I don't like being a whiner. Although I enjoy reading and writing on this board, I wish I'd never found it, and wish I'd never read of SSM. I want things to be different and happier, but sometimes it seems that no matter what I say or do, it's not going that direction.
Do you happen to think that I enjoy this state of affairs? If so, why?
