I have mentioned that the mustache irritates me. He has trimmed it back some. I think the whole point of my posting yesterday was to vent some and to try to figure out what I need to do, to be happy. Think I am going to look into some counseling for myself. I have alot of resentment towards him and the way he was this past weekend just made it worse for me. He refuses to come back into the bed with me. I don't initiate sex at all, at first it was because I didn't want to push him, but now I just don't care. The times he has initiated in the past 5 months (after nothing for over 5 yrs) I found it hard to even get turned on by him. If this marriage is going to work, we both have alot to work on.
