Diving back into the ocean

[SadBurl]

Betsy its good to have you back (very selfish but you fill me full of hope that one day I will reach that place of peace your at.) I am at last enjoying being on my own. I still have moments of complete fear and abandonment but they are becoming far and few between.

I want to commend you on how you handle things. I don't have children (probably a blessing with my sitch) but they way you treat and talk to your children in amazing. I believe communication is so important and I think a lack of communication can be the root of most problems. (H and his family do not talk about anything just skirt the issues - No wonder they are all scr**ed up ) If you are taught not to talk about things and let your feelings eat you up well it can't be good. (a blessing of the BB to be allowed to express your feelings!!)

I'm glad you and Mr W are at a place where you can be true friends because that is something so wonderful. I think this is something we should all ultimately aim for first before we consider going back to our M. Friendship is such an amazing thing and from there who knows (That is my hope )

I hope things go well with D7. You are all in my prayers. Good to have you back

God bless