Hmm, hairy... I was a little too sarcastic on that posting, I guess. I know about the fort, the ammunition, and the appropriate use of gun case locks. I don't plan on using ammunition unless the rubber bullets are ineffective!

Seriously, I don't approach life as "building evidence" anymore. It just doesn't lead to a good resolution of anything... it tends to lead to more problems. I'm looking to make myself better and hoping that my W wants to make herself better (someday soon, please?!?). I have a feeling that letting go of the past is more difficult for her than for me, especially after my EA+ with OW.

I'm trying to find ways to love her again... but (and maybe this is a failing of my character) it's not happening much these days. I think I'm gonna have to rock the boat again. It's either that or live with too many questions.

- Chris.