W didn't reciprocate my affection last night. It didn't really bother me as much as in the past. My self-validated intimacy thing is starting to sound better than waiting for "never" to show up.
We were watching The Amazing Race in bed, and I was all snuggled against her. I would shift positions once in a while and put my hand somewhere else on her body (leg, knee, shoulder, hand). When TAR was over, she rolled over facing me and curled up... no arm outstretched over me or anything. I just let it go (it WAS 10:30PM, waaay past my bedtime). Maybe tonight will be better.
