Sometimes I think that this whole process of reading PM and analyzing the M is making me more LD.
Could it be that, as I'm reading about the "hoops" through which other couples have jumped, I'm doubting that my W and I can ever have such back-and-forth honest discussions?
Could I be becoming resentful of my W's treatment of me and therefore be turning away from wanting to ML because it would be "too good of a reward" for her?
I suppose that anything is possible. I'll have to think on that some more. Maybe my personal C can shed some light on it tomorrow.
