Random afternoon thinking. I had let David know that after I stopped spending the nights at PK I started seeing mouse droppings on the kitchen counter tops so yesterday he was over and set a trap during the middle of the day. He did call me from the house and let me know where it was at, (I had left him a message asking him if he would let me know).
He opened my peanut butter while there and used a knife which I did wash last night, but I'm not eating there now nor using dishes there so I thought that was a bit of an assumption on his part, not deliberate, just habit. He also has a couple of plants there that I have been watering and suppose I should do so again this weekend as I'm betting he won't think of them.
But I guess I wonder how we are going to progress. I mean I think he treats me a lot like he did when we were married. When he called yesterday he told me all about how he was feeling and discussed how work was really busy and he had to go back and do some more stuff, plus there is some stuff, he started to say supposed to, then changed and I asked that you want to do, right? He said yes. This is just the way he is about his system. It is his baby and he wants it to run VERY efficiently and be very well organized!!!
I also feel he very much takes me for granted and only contacts me if he sort of wants something or maybe to talk about his work or some sympathy as he isn't feeling well. He never asks how I feel when he calls or how my day has been. No big deal and I guess if I don't feel well I probably usually tell him.
I don't know where I am going with this, just sort of odds and ends thinking. In other words I am now bored with work.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
