You know it hurt a bit yesterday when he looked at me and said the place looks like h*ll.
I know the place looks bad. It has saddened me to see it running down. But last year I spent quit a bit of money trying to keep it up. Plus I have done a lot on the inside.
He has barely seen the place let alone done anything towards upkeep in the past year. I realize it is me feeling this way and he probably didn't mean anything by it, but I feel he was blaming me for the place looking bad.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
