I don't think I'm sure in some ways how to build a friendship with CHL again.

I mean there are trust issues for me.

I don't think he thinks he has held the A and going to court over my head for the past year but I definitely feel he has done so.

I feel he has lied to me a lot. I would guess he doesn't feel he has lied just omitted to tell me things.

So now I find when he tells me something or gives me an answer that in the past would have been a run around answer that I have trouble being sure I trust him.

Plus, I wonder why he wants to stay friends if he hasn't forgiven me for stuff during the marriage?

Is he just saying that so I will be easier to work with on the house?

Or am I totally paranoid after this past 2 and half years of questioning everything?????

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"