Quote: For me it is about the emotinal connection that is created within the act. My w and I made love on 2 consecutive days last week. I will tell you I felt so very close to her I was a new man. Now that it has been a week and a half since then that I don't feel the need to really even be around her.
It is so funny that you say that Lee, my LDH has made love to me 2 consecutive nights in a row the last two times too ... although it has been about six weeks in between them, and that frustrates the hell out of me. Why ?
Number 1. I feel like his 'blow up doll' - he doesn't make much effort to make sure the experience is mind-blowing for me because he has been 'storing' it for so long (if you know what I mean ?) and
Number 2. I know that once he has made this 'effort' to ML that it is going to be another 6 weeks before he is 'ready' again.
What I can't understand is that the EC we had during both of those weeks made life so wonderful for him, our family and I but in between times he goes back to treating me with a 'cold shoulder' despite my efforts.
I am still waiting for my backorder of PM but have been following SSM for a couple of months now.
