I don't think I can say anything that will make you feel any better, except maybe to let you know there are more people out here who care about you and want to help you through this time...... I lurk more these days than post, but I can see many positives in your situation. H is giving you lots of positives and clues to his feelings...seems like he is at least trying to maintain what he thinks is a positive relationship....he is obviously feeling things and trying to share in some fashion....even if not what you want at this moment.
here'sa big ole cyber hug(((((((((((((((Azure)))))))))))
