Azure, Maybe it would be easier for you if H didn't show any caring about you while having moved ahead with his GF. I have found it easier to deal with our R problems when I could point my finger at my W and say "Look what she is doing to me!" You are number one, Azure. Take care of yourself first. Don't worry about H. He seems to be taking care of himself just fine. It's time to let your feelings out. It almost seems to me that you might find help with a C. What do you think? Ron
My new goal #1. Find happiness and hold onto it. Forget everything else. It doesn't matter. (Happiness helpers: Respect, Friendship, Humor, Music, Passionate Sex)
