I'm glad that you are "tired of sadness". You are too good, giving, generous, considerate and wonderful of a person to spend your time being sad. Life throws us so much and you have so much to offer. Please have fun just being - with or without H or anyone else for that matter - friends are good people and I know you have a lot of them.
Thanks for your continued good thoughts and warm wishes as mine are with you as well. Totally
