Azure, it is great to have you back and posting. I'm sorry for the grey week....though the combo of coming back from your visit home and that "flat period" you talk about--how cool that you are learning from the past!--seem to be good explanations, and expressions of hope that this phase, too, will end.
OF COURSE you will find love in your future, both to give and to receive. Your H pulled a very odd move under the circumstances and I cannot help but believe that in his case it has a lot more to say about him than even the state of your relationship.
Thanks for being the wonderful person that you are, Azure. Anyone who reads your thoughtful posts knows that, but I have met you in person and can say it goes double.
