Azure, You had a great two weeks vacation. I am happy for you. You sound refreshed. That is a good thing for you. You were so down and depressed before. Great!!! It would be a good time to review your goals and be sure they are what you want, now that you have a fresh clear mind.
Ron
My new goal #1. Find happiness and hold onto it. Forget everything else. It doesn't matter. (Happiness helpers: Respect, Friendship, Humor, Music, Passionate Sex)