Azure, I haven't talked to you in a while so I thought I would say hello. I love my XW dearly and would love to be friends with her again, but with all that I don't think I can be just friends. There is too much emotion there. Sometime I think that may be why she won't talk to me, but who knows. I'm not sure if she can't face me because of guilt or if she really wants me out of her life. I have been completely dark for 6 weeks and 3 days.
It sounds like you have the same questions and I'm not sure if we will ever get our answers. Good luck with H and hopefully he is having a change of heart.
