W called to tell me that she wants to take it day by day and see how it goes. She loves me doesn't want to make any promises that she can't keep.


I feel like this is a major cop out. She wants me to be her husband while she figures out if she wants to be my wife.

I told her that I'm not happy with that and that I'm just about ready to let go of the rope.

This is quite a power play for me. I feel good about it but I hope I can live with the consequences.