But see Choc, that's the thing. I would not go back to where I was for all the tea in China.
The place I'm at now, though fraught with backslides on both our parts, is SO MUCH BETTER than the place I was at. No comparison.
That is why I carry on and why I will continue to do so. I'm not going back to a sexless marriage. Interestingly, H will not go back there either. He is happier this way, even though he (consciously? unconsciously?) fights me at times. Or, a more accurate way to say it would be that he slacks and becomes dependent on me to keep us focused since I am such a stellar SSM'er and PM'er.
(Since I post my idiotic tendencies for all the world to see, you will know that the last remark was pure self deprecation)
