I am slowly trying to pull out of my funk. I mean, I have been through this twice with him already and plenty of times in between the other two pregnancies. I know how he operates. I guess I am just sick and tired of waiting patiently to see if he decides to develop any desire or form of personal sexuality.
I thought he had but it is becoming evident to me that he was 'using' my own up until recently when I apparently lost my sexuality (in his eyes at least!).
Ah well, tomorrow's another day and I know it will be better. Thank you to all who read and posted today; I'll get it together I promise!
