(((((((((()))))))))))))) Giant hugs for you. I wish I had advice. I only have memories of my H pushing me away, and I don't think I handled it as well, just rolled over and cried.
Those last few weeks, when you feel like your bodies been swapped for something else, and you're not sure where you stop and the baby begins are hard. And harder still when the person next to you isn't making it any easier.
I wish I had something wonderfully witty or wise to say to make you feel better, but I'll just send hugs instead.
