Honeypot,

I am new around here, but not new to this scenario. I know exactly what you mean. I am the same way. My H often says that I have a dark side, and why can I just not be happy? Truth is - I am a happy person, but once that EC is severed (typically starts sliding after 4-5 days after sex), then everything is tainted by that. Wish I knew the answer!

J