I already have another thread going "keeping it simple"... that is where I will journal.. but I'm just wondering... dont you ever feel lonely? I mean really really lonely along this travel. I know I am more fortunate then some of you as my H is still in the home and seems at the moment willing to work on things. But the acting as if becomes quite lonely I think... I have been keeping pretty upbeat but each time I have to "Act as If" I feel alone!!
I'm rambling, but bare with me. Today I called H to see what he was doing for lunch, he is working 14 hours today so I thought I would meet him with the boys so they could see him. He said he was going to get his hair cut and I said, "oh, well thats good you need it." he laughed and said yep I do... and then he had to go because he was busy. I was left with the dissapointment, I know that this is something I need to work on, and I know that by making friends with myself(see my keeping it simple thread) that i will be able to comfort my own lonliness.. buti was just curious as to how many others feel lonely through this.. am I being ridiculous? Thanks.. just needed to talk to someone... hugs
