I feel like I should respond to H's email, but don't know what to say?????????????????????
I've thought of saying:

I love you, and always will. I'm stuggling right now with a lot of issues and decisions and being with you makes it more difficult, so I kind of withdraw, I guess.

I don't know, what should I say? ( Other than what in the hell are you thinking of in doing this crap)

My befuddled brain needs some guidance here.


been around awhile!