Last night was really weird and hard....I had to work late somewhat unexpectedly, and H was incredibly grumpy....says it's because he doesnt feel well, but I'm not convinced that's all of it. He was in the basement when I got home, on phone w/OW??? came up, was standing in the kitchen door, I went over to him and was going to give him a hug, noticed a wet spot on his shirt, touched it, and he went ballistic, told me to stop that and leave him alone. I was shocked and hurt, but just said ok and walked off. before I would have yelled or cried. H just stood there in the doorway for probably 5 minutes, then said he was going to use the treadmill. I told him I was going to take care of the dogs and go to bed, and did, no hugs, good-nights or kisses. he didnt sleep well, brought my coffee this morning, then left the room quickly, I had the distinct feeling he was avoiding me...later I told him I didnt know why he was angry or upset, but that I was interested in hearing if he wanted to talk about it. He said he wasnt, that he didnt feel well, and came and gave me a hug and kiss. Before leaving for work, I told him I don't like it when things are strained between us, and he said "they aren't strained, we're tired"....havent heard much from him today, just a reply to an email I sent about a meeting.
