Now, here's a weird part....last night H initiated ML....that's 4 days in a row, and mostly at his initiation, I have honestly been trying to stay kind of backed off.
WTF????? I don't know what to think of this....I can't help but wonder if it's some kind of weird testing on his part, especially since sex was on his infamous list of things a life partner would need to improve....This is one test that doesnt bother me now, though. I have to say I'm honestly at the point of "bring it on, guy, not a problem !"
So, help me figure this out....why is this guy who's all caught up in this hot love affair initiating sex with his wife four days in a row? A week before that it was 3X a day on Friday, and several days in a row before and after.... this is the guy who three or four months ago was complaining about too much sex, and that I was "sucking all his air away" when I tried to kiss him goodnight....
I have a great time anymore with sex, I never ever realized what a huge subconcious worry getting pregnant was. So, I'm REALLY enjoying and having fun. BUT....I don't know what to make of this, I really have no clue as to what could have brought on this sudden turn about in him, or what it might mean. I try to remind myself that "the books" say guys love the person they have sex with, but I still can't figure it out.
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