Jeez, I don't think I will ever become patient. In many ways, things are much better between us, many of my goals are met, other than OW being a permant piece history and haveing more "dates" w/H....I wish I could get a clue what else I could do to help him decide SHE'S a worthless tramp.... However, I did see the bottle of lotion in the garage is moved, which confirms my suspicion that he takes his ring off and on depending on who he's around....so, I did it, I sabotaged the lotion. Took the pump out of the bottle, emptied the pump 1/2 way, plugged the bottom with white poster tacky stuff--has no smell, will be hard to determine there's anything in there---put about 2 inches of vegetable oil in the bottle, put the lid back on and set it back exactly where he had it. Now we'll see what happens. I've also suspected he uses the bottle of lotion here in the computer room for phone sex w/the bitch....don't know but we'll find out.....I figured that one out also....I'm going to empty out most of the lotion, put white Elmers glue in the bottom, put the lotion back in the bottle with the pump, and see what happens. Do you suppose he'll develop an aversion to that kind of lotion.
It was PMS last week....wouldnt you know, S is gone to a friends yesterday, last nite and today, and I was looking forward to a "hot date" and of course my period started yesterday afternoon. I swear the devil is after me....although H and I had a good time, watched "Butterfly effect"-- interesting movie--then had some fun creative nooky anyway....this morning we went back to bed for a while after doing chores, H said right out "I don't want to do anything"....I told him ok, but after a few kisses convinced him otherwise....so I guess that's good that I can change his mind... after, I told him how much fun and how irresistableit all is to me now, and he said he wished he could have convinced me when he was younger and had more sexual stamina...I told him I knew, I was a dolt and was sorry, and could he ever except my apology, he did say sure....H is gone on his 2 --3 hourwalk now, and I did slip and ask him if he meets somebody....of course he said no......
I just wish to heck a new job would hurry up and come through....I feel in my heart that would make a huge difference in him being able to permanently get rid of her. I could sure use prayers in that department....in spite of the fact his folks found out he's looking and had a conniption about him loosing his retirement....duh......
