hm, I was just recalling last night. H held me for a long time after ML. I always like that, sometimes he's just not "into" it but last night he was and it was nice. He made the comment that "you never used to be like this, for years, why are you now?" (meaning "hot"!!!) I said I thought I needed to get - or give myself- permission, and had just finally been able to do that .... H nodded his head thoughtfully, like that somehow made sense to him. I get the feeling that he is mulling things over in his mind, maybe about to decide that this is "real" and "lasting"....
I am still pretty convinced his scribbled list from last week was notes for discussion w/OW....this is very naughty of me, but frankly I take perverse delight -HUGE perverse delight -- in the fact that "sex" was on the list of things that needed to be improved to meet H's needs! YIPPEE!!!! I did get that one right! I'm hoping there are some others I've gotten right as well. See, Red Hot Momma is starting to come out!
