Hi Pam, It could be PMS, I need to check the calendar. Of course last time my cycle was over 2 1/2 months, so who knows...bleh!

I know you are right about needing to focus on the positives. Absolutely right. sometimes I just cant help but wonder if I'm deluding myself because I so much want this to work out, and in reality I'm only postponing the inevitable and intensifying the pain by doing so. I used to have to give myself injections, and one thing I learned was that you want to do that quickly, because the pain is much less that way. For some reason that thought keeps entering my mind today.

Then this cautious little voice says slow down, he wouldn't be doing the things he is if he was leaving...and progress has been made over the last year....

I really don't know, maybe it is just prolonging the inevitable.


been around awhile!