Hey guys, PIB, Minnie, Shiny ( ) thanks for the visits! I'm in work hell right now...have a presentation to our CEO tomorrow at 10am so I'm super busy prepping for that...will post more after that's out of the way!

We had a great weekend in Philly -- It was so relaxing -- and a great reminder to me of what just WORKS in my M -- spending time together, walking, talking, sports , fun stuff. We tackled a conversation about our house (and possibly moving) and it just went so well...why am I so anxious about talking about the "big stuff"?

To that end, I have to admit I'm still feeling a bit stuck...I keep running into the same darned wall (constructed by me?) that I can't figure out how to break through. Heck, I built it, I'm sure I'll figure out how to knock it down.

Slowly's thread is providing particularly good food for thought for me...will expand more when time permits.

My cainercast for the last two days has kept me even keeled

Yesterday:
Quote:

Isn't there something else that you really ought to be doing, right this moment? You seem to feel restless and rushed. You've got urgent tasks to attend to and pressing problems to tackle. Various people in your world are adding to the stress; either by complaining or by demanding or just by looking pathetically in your direction for help. You are making all this worse by setting unrealistic targets. You feel you must prove something and move something, regardless of what it takes. But here is a promise. It is safe to relax. Honestly it is. All that truly NEEDS to happen, will happen.




Today:
Quote:

You have watched too many movies. Or maybe you have read too many novels. Your head is full of romantic visions of some ideal world. You suspect that if everything isn't golden and rosy, simple and delightful, there must be something terribly wrong. By all means aspire to the best. If you don't, you may never experience it. But don't see the dramas now unfolding in your world as wrong or bad. They are a part of a process that must be gone through if something truly constructive is to occur. Simply stop pining for a mythical state of perfection. And be more tolerant of what's here, now.



Sage

Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.