As I thought I needed to express the problem of getting offers of HD friends in some way, although thought about it seriously for a long time, I express it in my most recent letter as below :
I am disappointed when other men show interest in me especially because you are the only person I want to be with. I do not want to feel deprived of something that is so important to me, to feel a connection with the person I love so dearly.
This was only a small part of my letter which expressed MY hurt, disappointment and anger at certain things and my appreciation, thankfulness and love for other things.
Still not sure if that was the right thing to do, because I am still awaiting some response from the letter.
