To make today better, I am not going to beat myself up.
I behaved like my mother yesterday. When I was growing up that always horribly embarrassed me when she acted like that and I guess when I am really upset that is the pattern that is strongest for me.
BUT, I do recognize it. I did apologize, I can't change it so I am just resolving to remember it and work harder next time NOT to let it happen!
It is also a beautiful day outside.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"