Hi Pam, just wanted you to know i'm checking in on you and thinking about you...lots of tough stuff for you to deal with right now, I'm so sorry about that. I have to say I believe Ellie is right on target about you feeling much better when you get moved out and into your new home. I would think it will really help you shift your focus to your "new life", although of course you will need time and plenty of it to mourn all you've been through. I havent followed D's threads and not too closely the details of your early days in your sitch, but he sounds like a real difficult number to me. I'm thinking of you, and I've always been SO IMPRESSED by your strength and wisdom, ever since I started posting on this BB. Deb
