That it is a very nicely logical idea.

I love you guys do you know that?

I didn't say anything hateful on vm or e-mail.

Just asked for my books back and said I guessed I would get a check for my birthday and that he didn't need to read my threads.

Told him I thought he was wrong that we could have made a better marriage than his future one will be but that it wasn't my choice to make.

Told him good bye and good luck and to take care of himself.

I don't want to be ashamed of any behaviour I do walking out of here and this relationship.

I didn't realize we were divorced or I wouldn't have been talking with him. So I feel pretty stupid on that count.

Now I know why he stopped showing up on my AIM. He probably took me off when the divorce was final. I really am a trusting sort. I believed him when he said he was having trouble with it.

Or dumb or blond or whatever.

He sent me an e-mail yesterday that said the network at his work was running really really slow so it must be blond.

Was he laughing at me? Have the two of them been laughing at me again? That still hurts that they did that, how long will that take to heal?

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"