Actually most of what I posted was some of the thoughts I went through this weekend. Which is why I didn't post it sooner. I needed to get mostly through it.

I am at least for this time around. Pretty much back to where I was before seeing CHL on Friday.

It was nice in a way to see him, it just sort of started my thinking again.

But I like not dwelling on him or what he and J may be doing a whole lot better.

More fun to focus on my new life.

So tonight, tour of house and dinner with G and friends.

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"