I am not sleeping real well right now but I do catch a nap usually on the weekends and sometimes I take Tylenol PM to get a better nights rest.
Little Breeze struggling to breath through all the junk is not something that is always easy to sleep through. This morning she was still asleep when I got up and the stuff I wiped was so thick no wonder she has a hard time breathing. I am worried about her.
I got the letter from my attorney July 13 or 14 stating she had mailed the papers to his A for their signatures. So I have pretty much been expecting them from a day or so after that to show up. Not that I am in a hurry. I would like to be able to get my Zoloft renewed and if I thought I had time I would get glasses. I really need new ones I can tell.
Those IM's I am ashamed of and hate that they are out there, but, I have also accepted that my friends here know I was emotional and hurting when those were sent. I really don't think he understood much of what I was trying to say in them. I also know I went about it all the wrong way.
I do think I am beginning to heal. I will still miss him a lot. But it isn't all as raw as it was and he isn't something I HAVE to have in my life as before I felt he was.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
