I see by your posts that you are up and about at 5 something in the morning. Are you getting enuf rest, sleeping ok?
I am also wondering why the papers haven't shown up yet. Weren't you expecting them like 2 weeks ago?
I am glad that you are at least communicating better with CHL. Once I figured out who he was (duh ) I went back and peeked at an old thread or two just to see what I could see. Some of your convo's back and forth were very uncomfortable to read. I could feel your pain and frustration. Bad communication sucks.
I am hoping that one day at a time you are beginning to heal. Be kind to yourself, girlfriend.