So this morning doing more thinking. Caught myself doing some negative thinking and it IS FINALLY getting easier to catch and stop the stuff. Especially if I catch it before it has time to wind my mood up.
"A coward dies a thousand deaths.
The brave die but once."
William Shakespeare
I have my shoulders, neck, back really hurting, and a bad problem with my right hand. I believe most of this is stress. The hand I am pretty sure is too much computer use.
I have this rope that I NEED to drop so that is the new goal. I start dreading in the afternoon going home to get the mail. Well, it isn't anything I can control or do anything about and it just keeps me stressing. I don't mean I don't expect to feel bad when they do come, just that I want to stop feeling bad waiting on them.
It isn't something I focus on all the time, more like something just sort of there beneath the surface.
I have been really enjoying the interactions CHL and I have had lately and I am excited about my new house, although I still hate to leave PK.
I am also cleaning and organizing which is a good feeling. So lots of positives for me. Plus I have plans for starting some new dog activities with the kids. Getting to know my new neighbors, working in my friends office more regularly.
So if I slip you guys will have to whack me!
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"