Dear Nel and Tony,
Last night was something of a bummer. W returned after a week away. Kids are out of town. It's the first time we have slept alone together in 6 years. So I was kind of excited. In a way, so was she. from the time I got home from work, we both had on a kind of silly smile. I know I was enjoying her company. Anyhoo, we got into bed and I tried to snuggle up to her, Things got ugly, with her kicking and slapping. I swear to you, I was trying to hug her, not force myself on her. She overreacted big time. So I asked her, "Is there something I should know, from your past?" She said, "I know you think there is but no, absolutely not."
Funny thing, this morning, I was still kind of ticked off, and she said she was sorry, and insisted that I hug her. This Jekyll and Hyde stuff really freaks me out.
So it looks like, if there is anything, she isn't willing to talk about it.

Paul