I'm lurking but not very active. It sort of is true that things are getting "normal". W initiated Wed in a nice way. I walked into the bedroom and the candle was going, and she was ready to go. Secondly, being under the care of a good C, my anxiety is gone because I feel hopeful. I now realized how much my desire was based on anxiety and Wed, I wasn't feeling much loss of EC after the 3x last week. I'm starting to feel comfortable that we will be pretty regular, that also reduces my anxiety and subsequently my drive. This feels like progress even if it means less than 2x a week (but hopefully not much less). Also, the C said that I should use this time with her to "relax", stop reading books, and stop trying to solve everything myself...that I should trust myself to her...and I do. I'll poke in occasionally and give updates.

Later.

Anywhere is walking distance if you have the time -Steven Wright