I really want to get laid tonight. Do you want to join me or should I go out to the bar?"
Ha...I've considered saying this but 1. my doesn't require that much coercion to ML and 2. I can predict her reaction...she would angrily drop her pants and say ok...come on". BUT, on the other side of that equation, I could then say "no thank you...I want to have someone approach me with real (or somewhat liquid assisted) desire". Hmmm....I've got to think about that one.
What's really sucks in my situation is that my W IS willing...probably whenever I want. But she's made it 100% "my deal"...she won't meet me half way. Her initiations are never about her...it's about taking care of my needs which, while still a "giving" gesture, sucks!
Folks, can you see how pathetic this is. It's only been 1 week and I'm slipping into "nutty land". Sure, I could ask her for an HJBJ tonight along with fantasy talk and have a pretty good time but it's just easier to take care of myself.
Anywhere is walking distance if you have the time
-Steven Wright
