I know my best bet is to focus on building up the positives w/H, but I'm feeling kinda down this afternoon because I do miss getting an email from him....sigh......I guess it could be worse. Hopefully things will go well when I get home later tonight....sigh, I almost find it hard to go home and face some of it, although it's never "bad" really. A week ago tonight was his "sick in bed" when I got home night....and almost avoiding me....then the weekend of ML....sigh.........who knows.....
