Yeah, you are absolutely right I need to keep my hot little hands off the rope and stop looking through the microscope... When I look at the big Picture, things look pretty good....I guess I just get so exasperated and frustrated with his antics....I remember someone, snodderly????talking about them starting to act like kids when they are coming out of replay. This morning I felt like that's just what H was....I asked him if he had a minute for a hug since he was so rushed and seemed so distant, rather than just going after him, and he said "yes I do", came and put his arms around me, put his cheek against mine and his chin on my shoulder and just stood there with his eyes closed for quite a while. I had this sense of comforting a child....ok, just weird....And it still seems hard to get my mind around the same guy who about 2 months ago got mad at me for "suckin all his air away" when I gave him a goodnight kiss, now is suddenly hot, horny and eager....go figure?????
Pamila, I have to say that I am in deep, deep trouble if all you're willing to bet is the money in my checking account!!!!!!
My fondest hope is that he's losing sleep and jotting on envelopes in the night trying to come up with how he's going to get rid of OW......but again, I don't dare let myself grab on to that rope....
